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Wednesday, August 26, 2009, 8:02 AM
I don't like you and you!!

Damn it, I don't like you and you.
Talked to Jun xian about some guys yesterday, felt great! :D I am hiding nothing from him, lols!
I was really disappointed with them, him, yesterday. It was like what the hell can! >:(

J---- wasn't the one I know, it was like a whole new person. I thought I know him well. probably I don't. ): Wanna act gangster, or wanna be one? You told me you have a good character, great attitude. You sounded like a sensible person to me, but why? All those advices you gave me,I heeded them. Was that all lies or the truth. You are suppose to be independent, charismatic, leader(on the good side), good! So what if you have all the good features, I no longer admire you ): Hope the friends around you wouldn't influence your mind to some freak ass. Bye.

J-----, you're another one. I don't think that was you whom I saw yesterday. Were you the real you who is really good in nature, or were you the oh-so-good-acting-good-in-front-of-Jewel, that you? I talked to you, yet you dare not look into me. Not even a glance, you were staring at the ground. Afraid to face me now? ): I really hope not, I want the old you back. I know you wouldn't turn bad. I'll just take it as you were accompanying your friend yesterday, and did not have any other intentions. If you like me, you wouldn't do this. I will let you decide what you want. :) I will want to have the old you back, stop acting big, or being good, just in front of me. I don't want that. I want to know the real you. You are always so good to me, now you're still good to me, but why?!!!!! :'(
-"All those motivations, :)"

I feel really bad yesterday, but after pouring everything out, things are better. I hope this is just a nightmare, I will want to have a sweet dream, please. I WILL WANT TO DREAM OF YOU.(Jx, you know who.) Haha.

I shall end this post here.
Got to do some essay now. All the best to those guys.
Love, Jewel :D

Stop putting up a show here,
are you that "great".